i thought that maybe
if you came to my house
that maybe you could sleep in my bed
and we could talk all night
about things that were once said
about the things that we could do
if only we could do.

well its two in the morning
empty where i'm sleeping
and my bones feel like ice
beneath this shaking skin of mine.
i thought maybe i'd call you
but you never picked up.
its okay we can talk some other night
i just might not be as lonely next time.

turned out the lights
sat in the dark
and hid under my covers
while i thought of you
and better times in my life.
cheap beer on an empty stomach
it aint so good
but what else do i have right now
but old rememberances
and lost sorrows
on a desolate night.

i thought that maybe
if you came to my house
we could stay up all night
making love into memories
talking all evening
and laughing til we cant breathe.
but its okay
maybe some other time
when we're both not so busy

its four in the morning
still awake where i'm sitting
theres music in the air
but i'm not really listening
been thinking about you
for a long time now.
cant seem to erase you from my head
cant seem to take you out of my system tonite.
sometimes the loneliness gets to be too much
and i cant take it anymore.
i think i'll cry tonite
since its been a while
since i acted human again.

just thought i'd write
to say i love you.
just thought i'd let you know
how much i care.
its hard to say sometimes.
but whats left unsaid
can sometimes be the worst.
maybe you can think of me tonite
the way i think of you

May 2008